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Title: "Self-Portrait of a Cyber-Tree and a Withered Fish"
Date: Nov. 4th, 06
Size: 9 x 12 inches

© Hiox, 2006

Again, I was feeling annoyed (by myself) and kinda depressed when I created this. However, I felt much better after doing this drawing, cuz at least I had released something out of myself. I sort of got inspired after looking at and doing research on the artworks of the French performence artist, Orlan. Her works are very controversial by the way (and NOT something that would make you feel pleasant when looking at it), and she's a really incredible woman.

Anyways....... This one is not finshed, but it's better if it's not, because..... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTIME I TRY TO FINISH MY DRAWING, I SCREW IT UP!!!!!!!!!!!! And I screwed up this one as well.
Sometimes it's really just better to stop adding things. It's better to just let go and not let the idea of taking control of something takes control of you. I should really learn to stop getting so deep into something and learn to free myself from self-imposed restraints. By not trying to take control of things, you free yourself.

Die, me.... And die, my search for perfection.......
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